Thursday, June 19, 2014

14 Days

Gosh....im getting nervous..Tinggal lagi 14 hari b4 i admit hospital...Kinda funny bila fikir masa mula2 i dapat tau i kena operation (1 month ago), i boleh happy2 gelak bagai sampai my best friend tanya "Ko relaks je...tak takot ke..??" Haha...But now, bila tarikh makin dekat, baru terasa nervous and start google everything about my disease....Dah la nak raya...Never thought that tahun ni pun berulang benda yang sama macam tahun lepas...Tahun lepas pun i tak dapat raya coz i sakit teruk...But its okay, im sure everythings going to be okay after the operation...I dapat lots of support especially from people who are close to me... :)
I sangat bersyukur...Walaupun parents i jauh and actually tak berapa sihat nak datang kl time i operation nanti, kawan2 i semua macam : "tak per..aku hantar kau...", "tak per aku teman kau..." " i akan jaga ur cat...bila u operation i akan tggu u dkt luar.." "u dont worry, i akan jaga u..."
Ahhhhh...rasa heaven nya......I rasa i macam orang yang sangat bertuah sebab tak semua org ada kawan2 yang macam ni...betul x..?? :)


Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Best Birthday Gift

Im so happy today bila i received 1 box from Amazon at my office...Actually memang i tengah tunggu pun but never expect that i akan received this early....From US to Malaysia only took 3 days...Haha! Birthday gift ni from one of my good friend which i actually met him on social media..We never met in real life to be honest..But we quite close to each other and he being really nice to me...When he knw bout my operation on july, he trying his best to cheer me up..And i said to him if he wanna send me something, i want books...So, dia dengan pantas order me all the books yang i nak...Haha..Im so lucky everytime i choose to be friend with someone, that person absolutely super awesome...


What makes me so happy, Buku City Of Heavenly Fire tak jual lagi dekat malaysia..
So, memang sangat excited...
Thanks Peter for being so nice to me... :)


Photoshooting Days


Sebabkan i ada full-time job, i kena pandai manage my schedule for photoshoot..
I selalu amik job on weekend..For magazine memang i da set once or twice a month...
Ikut magazine mana yang deal dengan i dulu...
But if i ada cash job usually runway, depends on the payment...
If payment higher than RM350.00/day, baru la i apply cuti...
Kalau tak memang jangan harap la...Penat lol buat job tapi dapat sikit...
Lagipun i bukan gila glamer coz i betul2 buat modelling for my side income..
Alhamdulillah rezeki i sangat murah...Since i started buat modelling tahun 2011,
I rasa my life getting better and better...I mampu beli apa yang i nak...
I mampu bagi kat parents lebih dari apa yang i pernah bagi sebelum ni...
Sometimes, my modelling job untuk 1-2 hari punya payment lebih dari gaji i untuk sebulan...
So, i bersyukur sangat...
I xmintak pun i jadi famous atau supermodel bagai keluar smua magazines...
As long i mampu tolong family i, bahagiakan my parents, itu pun dah terlebih cukup...
Trust me, if u buat apa2 pun sebab kan your parents atau dengan niat tolong family
rezeki korang akan murah dari pelbagai segi.... :) 

My face before and after make up...Make up by Vee Muhammad...
I suka ada fringe...Sangat jarang nak tunjuk dahi i...haha...
One of my fashion when i ada photoshoot...
Selalunya bila i ada photoshoot, i suka pakai legging...
Senang nak tukar baju coz i just sarung je...Xpayah nak bukak seluar bagai...
Bought this from Zara.... :) 

Skin : SKII Skin Signature Eye Cream


I punya problem mata dari dulu memang susah nk reduce my eye bag and dark circle...Tambah lagi mata i besar, so nampak jelas my eye bag & dark circle..If i kurang tido which is my sleep hour normally 7-8 hours, i akan start nampak macam zombie...And i've been using many product before to reduce my eye's problem such as Estee Lauder Advanced Night Repair, Garnier Brightening Eye Roll-On, Nano White Eye Brightener and Body Shop Cooling Eye Gel..Result for those product agak okay but if compare with SKII Skin Signature Eye Cream, this product is the best...As we know, the price memang Expensive...And this is the most expensive skin care yang i penah beli...But if i fikir balik what my best friend ever said to me : "Jangan Berkira nak beli product which is good for your skin"...She's right...I never regret bought this product because the result memang totally awesome...This product reduce my dark circle, my under-eye lines and also help to remove my dark spots caused by pimples...I started using this product since Mac 2014 and i think i will only stick to this product for my eye's...Walaupun botol dia kecil je,  that cream boleh pakai dalam jangka masa yg lama sebab penggunaan cream dia sangat sikit...I hanya pakai this cream at night before sleep sebab dia agak melekit and cannot wear during the day sebab nak pakai bedak mekap bagai...So, if u have the same eye problem macam i, just try this product...U won't regret... :)

Skin : Olive Oil




I pakai olive oil only for two reason...For make up remover and also for face massage... Actually olive oil ni banyak bantu muka i dari naik pimples..I sangat xsuka pakai mekap tebal2 sebenarnya... Tapi setiap kali ada fashion show or photoshoot, memang xdapat lari dari mekap tebal tambah2 lg mekap yg ada tema...Sometimes bila balik rumah badan terlalu penat, i terus tido without remove my make up...Yah, Not good for my skin but tu la yang trjadi sometimes... Sebab tu i sangat amik berat pasal penjagaan muka i and i will make sure every product i pakai good for my skin especially bila umur dah makin meningkat ni...To be honest, olive oil is the best way for u to remove your make up...I da pakai macam2 make up remover but olive oil yang paling puas hati...Cara nak pakai sng je, just apply small amount of olive oil on your face, massage your face (with or without make up) and remove it gently with cotton or soft tissue...Then, u can wash ur face as usual using ur facial cleanser...I everyday akan massage my face with olive oil especially before i sleep...
Shhhhhh....Ini la rahsia kulit muka i..!! haha..
Btw, current product olive oil yang i pakai sekarang is from follow me... :)

Natural Remedies : Oatmeal



If u using any scrub / exfoliant product, to be honest i don't use all that...My secret, i just pakai Oat for my skin...People beli oat utk buat makan but if you come to my house, u boleh nampak i ada 1 packet of oatmeal kat dalam bilik air...I started using oat for my skin after tengok satu video on youtube but now i can't remember link video tu..But it's okay, im here to share with you guys how does it works anyway... Dari segi ekonomi, honestly, u can save your money by using oat as a scrub...hehe...Oat actually not only serves as a wonderful scrub/exfoliant, but also absorbs and removes surface dirt  and impurities...After using this, i am very sure u can feel how gentle your skin are...Oat is the best scrub/exfoliant u can ever use for your skin....! I can promise u that! Banyak kali orang tanya i how i take care of my skin...Tak susah pun cuma kena rajin je...I akan scrub my body termasuk my face with oat once a week...Usually i akan buat on saturday....More effective bila buat dengan warm water....Then i will leave it for 2-5 minutes before wash it with cold water and mandi pakai sabun as usual...But awal2 i bgtau, sepanjang scrub session ni, oat akan bersepah2 jatuh...So, make sure buat dalam bilik air....Normally, i akan start with my legs...Last baru dekat my face...But it is up to u ikut mana yang suka...Oat banyak benefits....Kalau cerita kan sini, panjang i nak taip...
So, google it now! :) Good Luck!

Natural Remedies : Lemon


Lemon water is my favourite drink mana-mana pun i pergi...Everytime i pergi oldtown white coffee, i akan order warm honey lemon....Before this i xpernah nak amik tau about lemon's benefits...But sebabkan i rajin buat research, sekarang da memang menjadi satu kemestian untuk i minum warm lemon water every single morning before having breakfast..My mum also i da ajar buat the same thing...If u want me to talk bout the benefits, memang banyak...But i minum hanya untuk beberapa sebab....I nak maintain my body and also for those yang nak lose weight, lemon water memang banyak membantu untuk lose your weight...Then,  lagi satu sebab i minum sebab nak detox my body secara natural tambah2 lagi bcoz lemon is a blood purifier which can improves the body ability to get rid of toxins...So, if u nak kulit cantik, this is one of the good thing u kena amalkan...Cara dia senang je, every morning, perah half lemon and letak air suam..And minum! Untuk for the 1st time, memang masam dia sangat xtahan..Yucks! i faham..haha! Tapi lama-lama akan okay...If terlalu masam atau rasa pahit, boleh letak  1 or 2 sudu honey...The warm water, lemon + honey boleh create more alkaline atmosphere dalam perut and helping u to lose weight faster! 
Cuma keburukan dia, boleh rosakkan enamel gigi...So, it is better to drink it with straw...Or i recommended u to drink a glass of water after that to wash your mouth or just kumur je...And it is not good to brush your teeth at least an hour after drink...Also not to drink coffee or tea at least an hour...Setakat yang i minum since last november 2013, the result is  very good...If u wanna try this, my recommendation is to be decipline and regular...Don't expect overnight miracle okay, they won't happen...However, this natural addictions to your lifestyle will surely support your body elimination capacity and enhance your health for a lifetime... :) Goodluck!

Skin : Bio Essence Product

I start pakai Bio essence product since the end of 2013...Actually i ni one of those lucky women yang xder masalah kulit muka..Pimple pun agak jarang nk naik...So i selalu la main tukar-tukar product dari zaman i belasan tahun lagi..But before i try pakai Bio Essence, i pakai Garnier...Tu pun i start pakai sebab my best friend bagi product garnier free kat i untuk beberapa bulan..hehehe...But to be honest i cakap, Garnier also one of the best whitening product bcoz i truly rasa my skin bit fairer than before til i kena change my face foundation yang i selalu pakai...Back to the story, if u ask me antara semua product muka yg i dah pakai, mana satu yg bagus, i would say Bio Essence...Highly recommended...Me now semakin obses with beauty...So before i beli any product, i akan google cari review about that product 1st...The 1st Product bio essence i beli, Miracle Bio Water...This product i think every women patut ada and memang kena sentiasa letak dalam beg, bawa kemana-mana..I also pakai Bio Essence Face Lifting Cream...Kononnya nak muka v-shape...hehe...Bau dia sumpah really nice...!! I guarantee u also will fall in love with it..Then, the result after using this cream memang memuaskan hati...Few of my friends also dah start pakai Bio Essence after i recommend...Bio Essence punya price for me tak der la mahal sangat...U can get each product below RM100.00... I pun xder la beli semua product dia dalam satu masa...I beli satu2...Their BB cream pun i baru beli nak try...Their cleanser also ada beberapa jenis and u can choose which 1 u think suitable for your skin.. :) Kesimpulannya,
 this product is worth to try.... 

Caffe Bene Opening At Sunway Pyramid


The only reason why i hadirkan diri for this ridiculous opening just because i really wanna see Lee Kwang Soo...Haha...But now, i totally regret...The weather is just too hot...The management are so fucking stupid...They don't know how to manage everything and in the end, most of the fans yang tunggu dari 7am balik macam tu je....Anyway, maybe takder rezeki nak jumpa lagi..But, if u see my photo above, i'm wearing crop top and black cardigan which i bought from korean boutique at Ipoh Parade with black skirt from Nichii... ^_^  And beside me, She is also one of my best friend... :) She's pretty isnt it..!!?

Birthday Dinner For Akma!


Nothing yang buatkan i happy selain dari buat org yg baik dgn i happy... 
She's one of my best friend, my colleague and also my housemate..
To be honest, dia satu-satunya colleague yang i comfortable nak communicate about almost anything...Feeling blessed about that..
And on 09th April tarikh birthday dia...Actually i sangat jarang nak celebrate birthday orang
bcoz i sendiri tak celebrate my birthday..Haha! Yeah...it is true...
My birthday rasa macam hari2 biasa...
And on her birthday i bawak dia makan kat secret recipe (menjadi pilihan hati dia) for dinner..
It's really good to see her smile!! haha...
So akma, my wishes ;
Always be happy no matter what...Insyaallah akan ada rezeki utk dapat baby nanti.. :)
I will always pray for u...
U r one of a good friend i ever met...Luv u! 




Wednesday, October 20, 2010

"Black Magic, 'Santau' & Witchcraft"

Black magic is a type of magic that is often used to bring harm to another person. It is strongly associated with the devil and was thought to be practiced by witches who had made pacts with the devil during the Salem witch trials of 1692. It is used to call forth the powers of darkness and evil in an attempt to control natural forces through the use of spells, incantations, and other means. White magic is the opposite of black magic, and is not thought to cause harm to others. It can be hard to distinguish between the two, however, as both seek to control natural forces and both are thought to have the potential to bring harm, even when the harm is unintended (as in the use of a love charm to control another's feelings). While many people do not believe in black magic, there are also many who do. For believers, either practicing the magic or being the recipient of an evil spell, hex, or other form of harm is very real.

Shamanistic Magic (Japanese - Shuryo majutsu)

Shamanism is the great grandfather of all occult magical traditions in existence today..
Divided into five subcategories
*Fire shamanistic magic - Draws open the element and spirits of fire naturally present in the world..
Most fire spell are offensive nature and cause significant physical..
*Water Shamanistic magic-Draws upon the element and spirits of water naturally present in the world.
Most water spells are of an unoffensive nature and used primarily for freezing, summoning water, or other handy tricks.
*Earth Shamanistic magic-draws upon the element and spirits of earth naturally present in the world.
earth spells use Bephimos,the earth spirit, for power that is used to manipulate the ground.
They are also mostly ineffective againts flying enemies.
*Air shamanistic magic-Draws upon the element and spirits of air naturally present in the world.Air spells primarily manipulate air pressure surrounding the spell caster by creating vacuums or compressing air..
*Astral shamanistic magic-targets enemies who reside primarily on the astral side..

Some  form  of  Shamanism is/has been  practiced  in  Eastern Siberia - Manchuria
(notably among the Tungus), Tibet, China, Japan  &  Korea to Mongoloid and Turkic tribes.  
The  Finns, Lapps,  Estonians & Hungarians form the western  frontier  of old world Shamanism.
On  this continent, the Eskimos, on the north pacific  coast, the  Plateau,  California,  Great  Basin,  Plains  &  Eastern Woodland  tribes, and some (not all) of the S.W.  tribes. 
In many  communities  in Middle America (Mexico to  Panama)  the traditions have been confused with Catholicism,  however many tribes in South America still practice Shamanism...


Voodoo

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Haitian Voodoo ~ is a syncretic religion (the attemp to reconsile contrary beliefs, often while melding practices of various schools of thought) that originates in the Caribbean country of Haiti. It is based upon a merging of the beliefs and practices of West African people (mainly the fon and ewe) with Arawakian religious beliefs and Roman catholic Christianity.
Voodoo was created by african slaves who were brought to Haiti in the 16th century and still followed their traditional beliefs, but were forced to convert to the religion of their slaves.
Louisiana Voodoo ~ also known as New Orleans Voodoo, describes a set underground religious practices which originated from the tradition of the African Diaspora.This voodoo is often confused with - but is not completely separable from -Haitian Vodoo and southern Hoodoo. It differs from voudo in its emphasis upon Gris-gris,voodoo queens, use of hoodoo occult paraphernalia, and Li Grand Zombi (Snake deity).



Gris-Gris
  It was through Louisiana Voodoo that such terms as gris-gris
(a Wolof term) and voodoo dolls were introduced into the American Lexicon.
                                                          

Zombie Voodoo Spell

Items for magic Vodoo Spell


                                     

                                          

 






Witchcraft
 
Witchcraft has seen a resurgence in the twentieth century with neo-pagan, Wiccan, and Dianic traditions spreading throughout the United States, Europe, South America, and Australia. Black magic is also still practiced in many traditional cultural groups around the world including the United States, where it may be seen among voodoo practitioners, brujos, and others who practice the black arts. Evil Eye is an old and fairly widespread superstition found in the Mediterranean and Aegean areas as well as among Hispanic population groups in the United States, Mexico, Central, and South America. It goes by many names including
mal occhia in Italy, ayin harsha in Arabic cultures, and mal de ojo in Hispanic cultures. It is also known as bad eye, narrow eye, the look, and the wounding eye. A person with this power can cause another person harm merely by looking at them. This belief is felt in some cultures to be tied directly to the heart, and a person with the evil eye is often covetous or jealous of something that belongs to another. It is believed that anyone can have this power, though it is often ascribed more to elderly women. The possessor of the evil eye may not be aware that he or she possesses it, and any harm that is inflicted is usually unintentional.
For those who use it intentionally, the evil eye is linked to witchcraft, sorcery, and black magic.

Reasons for accusations of witchcraft fall into four general categories :-
  1. A person was caught in the act of positive or negative sorcery
  2. A well-meaning sorcerer or healer lost their clients' or the authorities' trust
  3. A person did nothing more than gain the enmity of their neighbors
  4. A person was reputed to be a witch and surrounded with an aura of witch-beliefs
"Santau"

 Also known as forward-direction, refers to a kind of black-magic used to poison enemies.
'Santau' is difficult to detect who is doing it because he did not 
do a deal, but in hiding..
The use of organic materials and glass in the preparation of santau also difficult to detect either by X-Ray and Ultrasound..
'Santau' usually takes a long time to act, a few days to several years...
In general, santau done with two ways (physical and wind)
Physical ~ commonly by food or drink. (Food is placed by 'Miang Buluh', glass, 'Serbuk ipoh', 'bisa besi' etc..)
The effect for enemies who ingested the poison ~ blood vomiting, dizziness, fainting and death..
Wind ~ More mystical reading of spell, and exhaled into a particular direction of the enemy.

                                               












At this time, this is what i've got
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